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I am deeply grieved as I write this to you. A revelation has come to me in the past three days that has left me weeping. Please, bear with me as I reveal step by step what has come to light. It is truly an abomination that is in our midst. And so I am compelled to write this. Do with it as you will… but I do pray that you are cut to the heart with this information, and that you hear what the Holy Spirit is saying to the Church.

To begin with, we know from 1 Corinthians 10 that God uses Old Testament stories and characters as examples for us of what to do and especially what not to do. Paul relates to the Corinthians that the Israelites who had seen the mighty signs and wonders of God had easily called the golden calf “our God” who brought us up out of Egypt, and Aaron their leader crafted the calf and its altar and proceeded to call a feast to “the Lord”. In other words, their deception was so great that they called the calf by God’s name and worshiped it as though it were God Himself. They did not think of it as an idol because they called it “God.” They did not think they were sinning because in their minds they were worshiping “God.” (Exodus 32)

Sadly we see yet another example in King Solomon who, though said to be the wisest man who ever lived, built an altar to the god Molech on the Mount of Olives (1 Kings 11) opposite the Temple of the living God. And as you known, this god was one with a cow’s head and was one to whom babies were cast alive into its flaming belly.

Later King Josiah tore down this altar along with a host of other high places that riddled the land of Judah, and cleansed the Temple of God from all of the filth that Israel had set up within and upon its very walls (2 Kings 22; 2 Chronicles 34). It is then that the Law was found and brought and read to King Josiah and he was cut to the heart, for though he had torn down all of the altars, he came to know the stark reality that the curse of God was upon the land because of this grave sin (Leviticus 26 and Deuteronomy 28). And though he and the people covenanted with God while he lived, the Lord was clear through the Prophetess Huldah that once King Josiah died judgment would come to the people. And it did.

The Corinthian Christians who considered themselves very wise indeed, felt that they could go up to the idol temples, do business transactions there, and eat the meat that was freshly sacrificed while there because they “knew” that none of it was really real. But Paul deftly points out that they as Christians when they partook of the Lord’s Table they were in fact “communing” with each other and communing with Christ whose sacrifice they were commemorating. This was an intimate fellowship, a partnership, a joint participation. It in effect, it made them members of each other and of Christ; they took upon themselves the blood sacrifice of Christ. Even so, when the Corinthians partook of the sacrificial meat in the pagan temple, they were in fact “communing” intimately with demons and being made one with the pagan worshipers present. To think otherwise was a complete deception and poisonous wormwood spreading among them, for it emboldened other Christians to do the same.

Hebrews 12 speaks of poisonous wormwood, a “root of bitterness,” that unless cut off and rooted out will poison many. This is not an emotion of resentment as some claim, nor was it complaining or dissatisfaction, but rather, the root of bitterness is linked very much with Deuteronomy 29:18-19. It reads beginning in verse 18, “Lest there should be among you man, or woman, or family, or tribe, whose heart turneth away this day from the LORD our God, to go and serve the gods of these nations; lest there should be among you a root that beareth gall and wormwood;19 And it come to pass, when he heareth the words of this curse, that he bless himself in his heart, saying, I shall have peace, though I walk in the imagination of mine heart, to add drunkenness to thirst…” This poison that Paul is warning about in the book of Hebrews has to do with idolatry like the children of Israel committed in the wilderness around the golden calf, where they call something God that is not God, and in so doing is idolatry. After all, Paul throughout Hebrews is explaining to them that going back to the sacrifices of Judaism is sin, looking for something additional to Christ is sin, seeking for any other type of salvation is wormwood that will poison many.

The sin of Israel aligns with the sin of the Corinthians which aligns with the sin of the recipients of the book of Hebrews which aligns with American Christians today, for there is indeed a root of bitterness and the communing with pagan devils while firmly believing that God will bless them.

I am so heavy-hearted as I write this…

Of what am I referring?

As we all know by now that aborted fetal cell lines were used in the production of the COVID-19 vaccines. Even the Vatican has admitted and justified the use of these aborted fetal cells in the production of these vaccines, and daringly calls it “morally acceptable” (https://www.vaticannews.va/en/vatican-city/news/2020-12/vatican-cdf-note-covid-vaccine-morality-abortion.html). And Christian leaders are telling Christians that they must “love their neighbor” by getting the vaccine. After all, it is the loving thing to do since it is done for the “common good” and there is no other option.

Do you know what the word vaccine means? Think golden calf (a calf is a young cow). Think Molech (whose head was that of a cow). A secondary definition of cow is “a domestic bovine animal regardless of sex or age” (Webster’s New Explorer Encyclopedic Dictionary, pg 418). The Latin word vaccinus means “of or from cows” (Webster’s New Explorer Encyclopedic Dictionary, pg 2038). In English, the word is vaccine, and these vaccines are used with aborted fetal cells. Again… think Molech.

It gets worse. Way worse. Way more grievous. Way more evil.

In order to attain a useful aborted fetal cell line for research, one must harvest them within 5 minutes to an hour of an abortion. This is planned. This is prepared for. This is paid for monetarily and is big business around the world. The mother signs something saying they can do this for research. They do a C-section, removing the baby ALIVE from its mother’s womb, and then in Aztec-like fashion they cut open the living baby and remove the baby’s organs. This happens while the baby’s heart is still beating. This means the baby is in extreme pain.

I’m weeping…

This is nothing new. This has been done for thousands of years. This is an Occult religious ritual. This is sacrificing children, only this time instead of for Molech or the god of the Aztecs it is done on the altar of “science”. This is abhorrent.

And hundreds, countless numbers of little ones were sacrificed in this fashion to be used in the research of vaccines. And fragments of the aborted babies get into the vaccines themselves. J&J acknowledges this, as does AstraZeneca. Pfizer and Modera deny up and down that aborted fetal tissue is in their vaccines, yet they admit that they used aborted fetal cells in their testing. (https://cogforlife.org/2021/01/07/covid-19-vaccine-hek293-testing-and-production-are-ethically-equal/). This is morally reprehensible! This is an abomination!

But it gets worse…

This has not only been done in the COVID-19 vaccines, this has been done with many vaccines including the Hepatitis A vaccines, MMR vaccines, the chickenpox vaccines, the shingles vaccines, etc. And these aborted fetal cell lines are listed in the ingredient list on the side of the box!!! (https://cogforlife.org/prove-it/). Do you know how many children have been given these vaccines in order to attend school? Do you know how many people have opted to get the Hepatitis A vaccine so that they could travel, including myself for a mission’s trip when I was 20????!!!!

Satan has been very busy, and like Balaam has found a way to make Christians, who hate abortion, guilty of abortion. Just as Balaam taught Balak (Numbers 22-24) how to make the children of Israel to sin that God’s blessing might not rest on them, Satan has ushered in vaccines for the “common good” in order to pollute us that God’s blessing might no longer rest upon us as a nation or as a Church. For, not only have we taken into our bodies (that are the Temple of the Holy Spirit – 1 Corinthians 6) vaccines that were grown in aborted fetal cultures, we have participated in (however vicariously) the brutal sacrificial slaughter of these children. “Israel was holiness unto the LORD, and the firstfruits of his increase…The priests said not, Where is the LORD? and they that handle the law knew me not: the pastors also transgressed against me, and the prophets prophesied by Baal, and walked after things that do not profit…Be astonished, O ye heavens, at this, and be horribly afraid, be ye very desolate, saith the LORD.For my people have committed two evils; they have forsaken me the fountain of living waters, and hewed them out cisterns, broken cisterns, that can hold no water…in thy skirts is found the blood of the souls of the poor innocents…” (Jeremiah 2:3a, 8, 12-13, 34). Like the church at Pergamus, we’ve had a stumbling block of idolatry put in front of us (Revelation 2:14).

Just as Israel declared the golden calf to be “God” Himself who had brought them up out of Egypt, modern Christians have held up the vaccine as a gift from God, even superimposing “Vaccines Save” across the statue of Jesus in Brazil (https://www.reuters.com/world/americas/brazils-christ-redeemer-statue-lights-up-vaccine-equality-2021-05-17/), and declaring with Francis Collins of NIH to “’give God the glory’ but ‘roll up your sleeve’,” (https://baptistnews.com/article/francis-collins-give-god-the-glory-for-vaccines-but-roll-up-your-sleeve/), and now the new governor of New York who blasphemously said, ““We are not through this pandemic. I wished we were, but I prayed a lot to God during this time and you know what, God did answer our prayers. He made the smartest men and women, the scientists, the doctors, the researchers — He made them come up with a vaccine. That is from God to us and we must say, thank you, God. Thank you,” https://www.christianpost.com/news/kathy-hochul-says-covid-vaccine-is-gods-answer-to-prayers.html

Vaccines save? How dare they!!!! Since when did vaccines take the place of Christ or were made equal with Him? Since when did we need to add vaccines to God’s glory? What absolute blasphemy!!!!! How dare we provoke the Lord to anger with such careless statements of profound stupidity? Is our God not moved by this? Will He not act? Do they doubt His justice? (Psalm 94)

“Trust the science” they say. Trust the science??? You mean the science that takes living babies of 3-6 months in age from their mother’s womb, cuts them open ritualistically, and then uses their little body parts in research, and then jabs that into people’s arms???? Does God condone such madness, such barbarism, such evil????? Is this what we are to consider miraculous and God’s gift to us against disease???? Is this loving???? Who do we think we are to put our trust in pharmaceuticals, which Scripture portrays as witchcraft and sorcery which are abominations to God? (Deuteronomy 18:9-12; Isaiah 47:9-13; Gal 5:20; Rev 9:21, 18:23, 21:8, and 22:15)

“Love thy neighbor” they say. Oh how noble, how considerate of the most selfish generation that has ever lived!! (said sarcastically – 2 Timothy 3). What puffed up, feel good deception!

Plain and simply, we are guilty. We have taken into our arms vaccines that have been grown in aborted fetal cell line cultures of babies that were ritualistically sacrificed on the altar of science. This suddenly is not about abortion done “somewhere out there” by “someone else” anymore, but has become very personal very fast. The blood of the unborn is on our hands. It’s on my hands. Literally. And we are sick because of it. Ever wonder why there is so much cancer, so many diseases, so much pain, and so little healing? The aborted baby cells are “immortalized” in the lab by a cancer promoting substance. And then those who partake of such a heinous substance called a vaccine, whether knowingly or unknowingly, are adversely effected. It has been our golden calf, and we have drunk the dregs of it (Exodus 32:20), and been plagued for it (Exodus 32:35). We have allowed for this abomination into our bodies that are the temples of the Holy Spirit (1 Corinthians 6), and this poison into the Body of Christ that is the Temple of the Holy Spirit (1 Corinthians 3).

Some will say “We didn’t know.” I know I surely didn’t. But, according to Scripture, when it comes to blood guilt and sin “knowing” does not matter. What matters is that we know now. What matters is brokenness. What matters is sincere repentance. (Deuteronomy 21:1-9; 2 Samuel 21; 2 Samuel 11; 2 Kings 22; 2 Chronicles 34; 2 Samuel 24).

And that is exactly it…God has revealed this grave evil, this foul wormwood that is poisoning the Body of Christ to bring us to repentance and to root it out of our hearts and lives before it destroys us entirely. For a broken and contrite heart He will not despise (Psalm 51:17). “If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.” (1 John 1:9) “And the prayer of faith shall save the sick, and the Lord shall raise him up; and if he have committed sins, they shall be forgiven him.16 Confess your faults one to another, and pray one for another, that ye may be healed. The effectual fervent prayer of a righteous man availeth much… Brethren, if any of you do err from the truth, and one convert him;20 Let him know, that he which converteth the sinner from the error of his way shall save a soul from death, and shall hide a multitude of sins.” (James 5:15-16; 19-20)

As you can see, this information is heavy, but I felt the burning need to let others know so that they might clearly see, and hear what the Spirit is saying, and repent.

As for me, I have repented with weeping and fasting before the Lord, and am waiting on Him concerning what is next.

Jesus is coming soon. Let’s be ready.

With Grave Sincerity,

Holy Light Ministries

Research Quotes and Links:

Quote: “To summarize, if the in vitro lab test is part of the production manufacturing protocol, and it almost certainly is, then the Moderna and Pfizer vaccines are no different ethically than the AstraZeneca vaccine or any other vaccine grown in fetal cell lines. In both cases, the production of the vaccine depends on the ongoing use of the illicit fetal cell line. To accept the vaccine means accepting the continued use of cells originating from an aborted child. Given the horrifying way aborted children are still being butchered for scientific research, this is not a time for complacency.”

“Moms have a saying about evil when kids want to argue that a little wrong should be okay. “It’s like poop in brownies. If I baked you a pan of brownies and told you that I accidently got some of the baby’s poop in the mix while stirring the batter, would you eat a brownie from the pan?”

Obviously, no. It does not matter if there is the tiniest smudge of poop, or if there is one or two bigger chunks, nobody is having it. In the professional realm, we call this “zero-tolerance.” A company that has a zero-tolerance policy for sexual abuse, for example, is not going to engage in a debate about whether one case of employee abuse is acceptable while two or three would cross a line. None of it is acceptable.

To bring this idea into the COVID-19 vaccine and aborted fetal cell line debate, I propose that the pro-life community get back zero-tolerance of the evil of abortion. Stop arguing about whether testing is better than production and specifically demand that all testing and production be ethically performed. Then focus energy on demanding an end to the use of aborted children in research and an end to abortion absolutely. As the Pontifical Academy for Life and the Congregation for the Doctrine of the Faith instruct, that should have been the guiding principle all along.”

  • Robert F. Kennedy Jr. Interviews Dr. Theresa Deisher,” July 17, 2020, (the 12 minute mark explains 5-6 month old babies whose organs are harvested while they are still alive – that’s right, they are still alive when they are cut into for their beating hearts) https://www.bitchute.com/video/U2i5UzXj3hln/

Quote: “And you know what’s really alarming is that lack of outcry over human babies born alive at 5-6 months old so that their hearts can be attained beating. And they have to be beating to be used in the research that’s being done. If the heart has stopped beating it’s not useful. You cannot use it. And so these babies are delivered alive and their hearts cut out without anesthesia. I wouldn’t do that to a mouse.” Robert F. Kennedy Jr. at this point clarifies that this is a fetus that is 5 months old that is “live” birthed for this purpose. Dr. Deisher continues, “Their hearts are cut out. Or they cut through their faces to get good brain tissue.”

“Certain scientists will purchase the heart, another scientist would purchase the brain, and they purchase the legs, the eyes…the body parts are sold for research.”

  • The origin of the abortion-tainted vaccines, fetal cell line will sicken you – LifeSiteNews 1-12-21,” (interview of Pamela Aker by John-Henry Weston of Life Site News) January 14, 2021, https://www.bitchute.com/video/aogFUnP9C2O0/

Quote: “The spike protein by itself is in the words of one researcher ‘kind of floppy’. It doesn’t tend to keep its shape very well. And so scientists actually genetically engineered a spike protein that will keep its shape…and so this original design of this protein…they took that genetic information and they transformed cells to produce the spike protein…and that original experiment was done in HEK293 cells. So the spike protein that the vaccines code for was originally developed effectively in aborted fetal cells. And an additional way that the aborted fetal cells was used in the project is before they were going to inject this mRNA into a human being to see if you could get human cells to make coronavirus spike protein you would want to test that in cell culture, you’d want to test that in the laboratory because it’s a lot less expensive and dangerous than testing it in a human being…And so the cells that this was tested in were also HEK293 cells. And this has all been published in the literature…documenting that both of these vaccines used HEK293 in their testing…These also have to go through quality control testing…So the testing with these aborted fetal cells may actually be ongoing in the production of these vaccines.”

“There is a whole industry based on these aborted fetal cells in basic science research that I think people aren’t super familiar with.”

What is HEK293? Was it just one baby? And what about the other fetal cell lines such as WI-38, MRC-5, and PER.C6?

“For HEK293…people say ‘oh…there wasn’t documentation that that was an elective abortion…this is a bit disingenuous or ignorant on the part of these authors because in order to produce a viable cell line there’s a number of things that kind of go into that. And it is a very difficult thing to do…the number system that’s involved there (HEK stands for Human Embryonic Kidney) but 293 stands for…the 293rd experiment that this particular researcher did to develop a cell line. And that doesn’t mean that there were 293 abortions, but for 293 experiments you need far more than one abortion. And we’re talking probably hundreds of abortions.”

“Why couldn’t HEK293 have been just a spontaneous abortion? Why couldn’t it have just been a miscarriage? Because, you know, the hospital lost the documentation about this particular baby that was used to develop the cell line and so we don’t really know whether it was an elective abortion or a spontaneous abortion. Well, we have all the reason in the world to believe that it was actually an elective abortion that was done on purpose because the researchers who’ve been involved in this sort of thing have gone on record saying basically that you need to get that tissue within about 5 minutes of the abortion in order for it to be optimally viable. And if you wait an hour it’s useless…So this had to have been a baby that was aborted and they knew that that tissue was going to be used for research so they could get there within that 5 minutes to an hour window, preferably within the first 5 minutes in order to get that tissue preserved.”

(at 20 minutes and 40 seconds mark) “I was gonna say it’s even worse than that. Because – and this is where I always sort of issue a warning in case there are any little ears listening to me talk on a recording – because it’s a lot more graphic even that what I described. Because in a lot of cases the babies – because it is done on purpose for research purposes – so they will actually deliver these babies via Cesarian section. The babies are in some cases still alive when the researches start extracting the tissue, to the point where their heart is still beating and they are generally not given any anesthetic because that would disrupt the cells that the researchers are trying to extract. So, they are removing this tissue while the baby is alive, and in extreme amounts of pain. So, this makes it even more sadistic…likened to what the Aztecs used to do when they would consecrate their temples. They would literally rip out the beating hearts of the victims they were slaying on top of the temples and then sort of cast their bodies down the side. This is pretty much exactly the same thing that these researchers are doing.”

At the 17 minute mark she explains the cancer promoting “viral oncogenes” that “immortalize” (make it last longer) the aborted fetal cell line. And more info at about the 33-38 minute mark. “Oncogenes” according https://medical-dictionary.thefreedictionary.com/viral+oncogenesis is the initiation of cancer, the development of a tumor. This is confirmed at the International Journal of Biological Science’s website: https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC2999850/

At about the 37 minute mark addressing adverse reactions including autism: “… but also it makes sense when you think about it from natural law if you’re going to do something as heinous as inject into yourself the remains of somebody who was murdered there’s going to be a natural consequence to that. Like you can’t just do that and not have any negative effects.”

  • Children of God for Life website with many articles regarding vaccines, fetal cell lines, freedom of conscience, etc. https://cogforlife.org/

Quote: “those who knowingly and voluntarily receive such vaccines enter into a kind of concatenation, albeit very remote, with the process of the abortion industry. The crime of abortion is so monstrous that any kind of concatenation with this crime, even a very remote one, is immoral and cannot be accepted under any circumstances…We are living through one of the worst genocides known to man. Millions upon millions of babies across the world have been slaughtered in their mother’s womb, and day after day this hidden genocide continues through the abortion industry, biomedical research and fetal technology, and a push by governments and international bodies to promote such vaccines as one of their goals…Bio-medical research that exploits the innocent unborn and uses their bodies as “raw material” for the purpose of vaccines seems more akin to cannibalism than medicine. We also ought to consider that, for some in the bio-medical industry, the cell lines of unborn children are a “product,” the abortionist and vaccine manufacturer are the “supplier,” and the recipients of the vaccine are “consumers.” Technology based on murder is rooted in hopelessness and ends in despair. We must resist the myth that “there is no alternative.”… The Lord said that in the end times even the elect will be seduced (cf. Mk. 13:22). Today, the entire Church must urgently seek to be strengthened in the doctrine and practice of the faith. In confronting the evil of abortion, more than ever [we] must “abstain from all appearance of evil” (1 Thess. 5:22). Bodily health is not an absolute value. Obedience to the law of God and the eternal salvation of the souls must be given primacy. Vaccines derived from the cells of cruelly murdered unborn children are clearly apocalyptic in character and may possibly foreshadow the mark of the beast (see Rev. 13:16).” (Bishop Athanasius Schneider is auxiliary bishop of the Archdiocese of St. Mary in Astana, Kazakhstan.)

Quote: “The most prominent cell line, called HEK 293, comes from an abortion performed in the 1970’s. It’s labeled 293 because that’s how many experimental attempts the researchers needed to get a working cell line. Therefore, though the abortion-to-experiment ratio is not precisely one-to-one, hundreds of abortions went into the project, even if they didn’t result in the working line.

HEK stands for human embryonic kidney. To harvest a viable embryonic kidney for this purpose, sufficiently healthy children old enough to have adequately-developed kidneys must be removed from the womb, alive, typically by cesarean section, and have their kidneys cut out. This must take place without anesthesia for the child, which would lessen the viability of the organs. Instead of being held, rocked, and comforted in the time intervening between their birth and their death, they have organs cut out of them alive.

There is no way that a spontaneous abortion could result in the cell line (as the kidneys cannot remain viable past the brief window in which they must be harvested) or that some brilliant researcher found a way for great good to come out of a rare tragedy by making use of a child’s body donated to science after it was aborted. The deliberate killing of an unwanted child (a little girl, in the case of HEK 293) took place in the tortuous manner it did precisely to obtain her organs for research. The harvest of her organs was the direct cause of her death, prior to which, she was a living child, outside the womb…”

…The information about how HEK 293 was created may call vividly to mind the current scandal of Planned Parenthood, who is selling human tissue to the highest bidder, and performing abortions in specific ways to obtain organs and preserve their viability—for the right price. Put more bluntly, the abortion industry performs vivisections on viable, healthy, and well-developed living children for massive profit, on a massive scale. What we are seeing now is the explosion of an industry trafficking in children’s bodies, which began with experiments in the 1970’s, including those on which the available COVID-19 vaccines rely.”

Quote: “To summarize, appropriation of evil in its strictest sense is not about contribut-
ing to, but about benefiting from evil. In cooperation cases, the obvious evil to be
done is prospective, while in appropriation cases the gravely wrong act has already
happened. However, the appropriator now becomes the principal agent (compared to
the cooperator, who remains an auxiliary agent), and is faced not so much with an
external and visible problem, but with a more internal and intangible one, of how to
justify his profiting from a grave evil already committed.” (pg 480, “The Ethics of HEK 293,” by Alvin Wong, MD. “https://www.pdcnet.org/C1257D43006C9AB1/file/5265B61D5497F52585257D94004802BB/$FILE/ncbq_2006_0006_0003_0077_0099.pdf

“Self-deception, the second moral hazard, occurs when the cooperator becomes
self-deluded about the nature of his or her own intentions in acting. Particularly
if working in very close quarters with the principal agent, it is very difficult for a
cooperator not to get swept up into the principal agent’s project in such a way
that he or she wills its success. If he or she is an employee of the principal agent,
the cooperator’s career advancement may very well be tied to such success.
Rather than candidly acknowledging a sea-change or a gradual shift in his or her
moral stance, the cooperator might simply develop an elaborate scheme of self-
deceiving rationalization instead… If another agent’s evil acts contribute in some way to our own objectives, par-
ticularly in an ongoing manner, it is difficult not to view them in a more positive light than we otherwise would. Moreover, it is tempting to accustom ourselves to the benefits that flow from appropriation that we would be inclined to decide against taking steps to eliminate the wrongdoing, if the opportunity presented itself… Similarly, self-deception about one’s motives is also possible in appropriation cases.” (M. Cathleen Kaveny, “Appropriation of Evil: Cooperation’s Mirror Image,” Theo-
logical Studies 61 (June 2000): 306 from “The Ethics of HEK 293,” by Alvin Wong, MD. “https://www.pdcnet.org/C1257D43006C9AB1/file/5265B61D5497F52585257D94004802BB/$FILE/ncbq_2006_0006_0003_0077_0099.pdf pg 482)

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– A Voice for Truth web site:

– A Voice for Truth – Fetal Cells in COVIC-19 Vaccines:

– A Voice for Truth – PDF containing list of vaccines using aborted fetal cells:

– A Voice for Truth – Infographics:

– A Voice for Truth – 25-page white paper PDF, Abortion, the Human Fetal Cell Industry
& Vaccines: